My Childhood Dream

Sorry guys for the lack of updates! Been really busy at work lately.... Working at my current company is like a childhood dream come true for me. When I was young, I had this auntie who was a successful career woman. Every morning, she would spend 45 min in front of the mirror to put up a pretty face for work. Her life seems to be so enriching and exciting with business trips to different parts of the world every few months. She is my role and I aspire to be like her one day, with the ability to splurge on jewelries and nice LV bags without having to save and scrimp for months. I love my current job. I sometimes stay in the office till 9 pm without even realizing it. It has a nice and big pantry that over looks the whole sg river. I love sitting there on the sofa just talking to my man, smiling ever so sweetly and twirling my hair around my fingers just like a teenager in love. I don’t know if he’s true to me. I just like the way he kisses me every time he sees me; the way he play with my hair, the way he hold my hand so tightly as if afraid that I would slip away; actually, just the way he is… I misses my man a lot … My man’s job require him to travel a lot, hence, we have not been spending much time together these 3 weeks. However, he is coming back tml! End of my miss-u-too-much-till-I-can’t-work days! I think I am suffering from miss my man too much syndrome.

Signing off,
Adri

My Man is coming back.

My man is coming back in a few hours time. I miss him so much and so eager to see him later. I wonder how should i react when i see him? Shall I play cool or should I just let my excitement show???

Adri.

Off to Korea.

He flew off to Korea this morning. I am so upset that he did not call me b4 he flew off. But he did send me an sms saying that he will miss me before he went off. I was moody for the whole bloody day but guess what???? He called me once he touched down in Korea!!! Which is like around 5pm. I totally can't hide my happiness! I really miss him. But till now I'm still not sure if he's serious abt me. I dun dare to ask and I dun wanna ask. I know for sure once I pop the commitment question up, it will be the begining of the end. He calls himself my man but I dun really feel that he treats me like his woman. I feel bad towards KIA. He sense something wrong with me these few days and have been treating me even better. Once i went out with 'my man' and came back late at night to find out that KIA was waiting for me at home with a bouquet of my favourite lilies. I felt so guilty for making KIA upset and we made love for the whole night. I didn't even ans the phone when 'my man' called. I told him the next day that i was already asleep. I told 'my man' that I was living with my my auntie and uncle. I am really guilty towards KIA and even thought of moving out... But I really can't bear to break the news to him. And I am also confused about my own feelings. I have met a number of guys when I'm with KIA and non managed to keep me interested for long. Its easy for me to like somone but when it comes to love, I seems to have some problem with this word. So until I'm sure of my feelings, I won't leave KIA.

10 pm!!!!!

U r the one to call me everytime. U r the one to sms first everytime. Can i ask what time is it now??????? I have not heard from u since 5!!!! Finally, I took the courage to call u n ur hp is off???? KNNBCHB!!!!! Bloody hell! And why the hell do u use singtel????? Later u will get a miss call sms indicating my no.!! N i can imagine the smirk on ur face!! U r going to think, ' this young girl must be missing me a lot.' Happy now????? Happy to see through my heart??? I hate this! I give u till 10pm, If u don't call me by then, u can forget abt calling me ever again!!!

ADRI!!!

Am i Falling?

Charming than Mr KIA? He is not. Assets wise, KIA can earn up to 8k but he is half of KIA. But why do i miss you more than I miss KIA? Mr KIA can go all the way to make me happy but for u, I'm still not so sure. However, u r the one who occupies my mind for the whole day. Even KIA seems to sense something wrong with me. Am I really falling for you??

U got me hooked...

When u ask me out for coffee on saturday, I was a bit reluctant but still went since i had nothing to do. We went for coffee nearby and chit chat. Went back after an hour or so and meet again again later at night for a late night movie. U got me hooked. I don't know why. But without even realising it, I find myself looking at my mobile every few minutes. And when the sms alert beeps, I find myself looking forward for ur sms. And when U did sms me, I waited 5 mins before i reply coz i dun wanna seem too eager. When u called, I wait for the phone to ring at least 5 times b4 I answer and though happy, I acted cool and showed no signs of exicitment. I hated all this. I hate the fact that u can make me happy just by sms-ing me.
Dan keeps on questioning me abt my r/s with Mr KIA.
Dan: You dun like him meh? But he seems to care about u a lot leh.
Me: I care about him. I will be uphappy if he is sad.
Dan: I am not talking about care! What I mean is love, L-O-V-E, love. Don't you like him at all?
Me: of coz i like him... But love??? I haven thought that far. I just know that I can depend on him on anything.
Dan: *ding dong bell* ok... Poor Kia.... Being treated like a brother.
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I have never seriously thought abt my r/s with Mr KIA. The whole thing just started on a no strings attached basis with him taking care or me like a sister(just that sister n brother doesn't screw each other) and me on the receiving end. Looks like now is the time for me to consider my r/s with him. Abt the new guy... Well, I dunno if the spark between us is just temporary or... Well, heck! I dun even know how he feels for me! He call me every now n then. He ask me out. But still, he nv say he liked me b4... Hai! Well, gotta rush... Meeting him later! Catch u guys soon!
:) :) :)