My lover Boy!

The starting of the relationship is always full of uncertainties and excitement. The kisses will always send a tingling feeling down your mind and up to your brain. You will always want to prolong those sweet kisses. Kel is a great kisser. He’s passionate and sometimes rough. He’s adventurous and likes to try out new stuffs. Just that day, he pinned me against the wall when kissing me. He raised both of my hands up and held them up with one hand while the other hands roamed my thighs. I felt so powerless and weak. He continued kissing me and slowly his kisses went slowly down my neck licking and sucking it at all the right places till I began letting out soft moans. We have already been dating for close to 2 months, but sex is still not in the picture yet… I think that’s the sweet part of the relationship. The sweetest part of the relationship to me is the time just before sex. The time when both of you are still in the process of discovering the likes and dislikes of each other. The time when both of us are still exploring the other’s party body. Kel is my lover boy. He wants me to commit. He says he loves me. He says he loves to kiss me. He says I am a great kisser. And I know he loves me more than I love him now… However so, I am scare. I am afraid of falling in love. I am afraid of getting hurt again. I don’t want to go through the vicious cycle again. Will he still love me as much after he got into my skirt? Will he still find me hot and pretty after he got me? I am confused and scared….

Adri