Just for you...

If there was only one man I love in my life, it got to be him. I was with him for 4 years. I thought I know him inside out. I thought that I could just hold his hand till old and have sex with him and only him till his dick loses his functionality. I thought he thought the same way too. Though there are times when I look at him, I wish that he could be more handsome and less irritating. I wish that he can just stopped loving his car so much and put the attention on me instead. I wish he can be more romantic and not be shy to show PDA. But alas, that’s him! And I know that deep in my heart, I am going to spend my life with him. I picture myself screaming at him coz he throws the packet of leftovers potato chips on the floor. Picture us watching tele on the sofa while having sex at the same time. Picture living happily together…. It’s been 2 years. Though I still believe true love does exist, I sometimes wonder if I could still love anyone like I loved him. I wonder if I could open up to anyone like I did to him. So much wonderings of him with me...

'After what you've done to hurt me, I still think of you, and I hope you do think of me once in a while too.'

Signing off
Adri