Okie, confessions to make before anything happens, i skipped lessons today. I know Adri would probably go "ha, not again" but i was so damn tired that i slept till 12 noon.

Haha, i'm all alone at home now, so porn time.....no lah, its stupid to watch porn all alone. If i get all wet n high, who is going to satisfy that horny biatch in me? You can say let the fingers do the walking, but then its different doing it alone than compared with some guy seeing u rubbing yourself. The guy see the hot action going on, then maybe he 'steam' lei. He will then ask can he join in, which will end up in some intimate actions.

Sometimes i wonder what has NS done to my boyfren, everytime i hear of stories of my gfs telling me how horny their bfs are every saturday when they book out, but then i look at my beloved. Hai, its two worlds apart. I feel disappointed, i question myself, am i not attractive, am i not appealing at all. No lei, i look myself in the mirror and i think i quite pretty what, my big adorable eyes, ok lah maybe boobs not that big, but that shouldn't be an issue what. So obviously next step i question him lah, i ask him y not horny, he say tired. But what he does is the same as what other NS guys are doing what, y they tired still can bonk their gf like energiser bunny like that.

Maybe i should start saving up money to buy those blue lil pills those ah pek eat before they go geylang. Anyway, Adri is working now as i type.....haha poor girl, still got project discussion tonight.